i know it's been more than a year since i've written something here. Sorry. i've just been too busy with everything. well a lot had happened in 1 year and i can't say it all here. all i know is that i'm happy with the way things are going. at the same time confused and scared. ever felt like what you're feeling is consuming everything in you. ever felt like the feeling is so strong that you can't think right. yes here i go again. i don't know if it's right but whenever you're there i know it's right. que sera sera! i'll leave this question for you to answer. which one will you choose, whatever's right or whatever makes you happy. why can't it be the two? because there's no perfect world.