I called once, twice, three times and more, I already lost count since seems like it was forever waiting for you to pick up.  Sometimes you do answer the phone, most of the time you don't. You tell me you were doing something, you didn't hear the phone ring and you don't have you're phone beside you and wasn't able to read my messages. Damn. Why do I still keep on believing you? Why do I still call? Why do I still keep thinking if you're ok? Once you pick up the phone we always have another fight, here I go again asking you why you didn't answer immediately and there you go saying the same reasons. What should i do now? I'm broken inside and I don't know what to do. I want to believe you. I want to wait for you but why should I wait for you? Are you worth it? You're the reason why sometimes i'm happy but most of the time you're the reason why I feel this way, hurt. I'm broken and you keep on breaking me into pieces everyday. I want my heart back. I want my life back.